Tuesday, April 6, 2004

No Nephew

Music: Bad talk radio
Book: ten poems to set you free by Roger Housden

I heard the poem "Lake and Maple" by Jane Hirshfield a few months ago and have been trying to acquire it ever since. (Seeing as it haunted me) I finally found it in the collection of poems above. It's rather inspirational so I thought I would share:

Lake and Maple
by Jane Hirshfield

I want to give myself
utterly
as this maple
that burned and burned
for three days without stinting
and then in two more
dropped off every leaf;
as this lake that,
no matter what comes
to its green-blue depths,
both takes and returns it.
In the still heart,
that refuses nothing,the world is twice-born-
two earths wheeling,
two heavens,
two egrets reaching
down into subtraction;
even the fish
for an instant doubled,
before it is gone.
I want the fish.
I want the losing it all
when it rains and I wantthe returning transparence.
I want the place
by the edge-flowers where
the shallow sand is deceptive,where whatever
steps in must plunge,
and I want that plunging.
I want the ones
who come in secret to drink
only in early darkness,
and I want the ones
who are swallowed.
I want the way
the water sees without eyes,
hears without ears,
shivers without will or fear
at the gentlest touch.
I want the way it
accepts the cold moonlight
and lets it pass,
the way it lets all of it pass
without judgement or comment.
There is a lake,
Lalla Ded sang, no larger
than one seed of mustard,
that all things return to.
O heart, if you
will not, cannot, give me the lake,
then give me the song.